It's been a long few years. I don't know why specifically. On paper, things are going well. I have a great husband; I've been successful at work; and I have my health. But I feel relatively miserable every day.

It sucks to feel like you have it all, yet you feel empty. And that feeling has hurt my ability to exercise, to read, to write, and to really live. It has made me question everything that I am and that I will be.

I suppose that's a midlife crisis at its core.

I'm hoping that I will have more clarity in the weeks to come and that I will feel like myself again. But until then, I'm glad I have rebuilt this website, all for myself. It's a good feeling to be starting to get things in order and to make progress.